This new year was a quiet new year. Just family and some close friends, sitting together, sharing a meal, random conversations.
And in that quiet time, in my head were flashing images from the year 2010. The year that was full of highs and lows, laughter and tears, good times with great friends, some not such good times. A year of learning , of understanding myself better- I think. And there came a sudden realization. I have changed. I have definite yes's and no's. I love my space. I love my independence. I have realized who are the people that really matter. I know for whom all, to what extent I want to go. After being honest with myself I could see what were the things in my life that need changing. And I also know that its okay sometimes to just be.
Most importantly, above all else I know it is my life. It is my choice. And it is has to be me who needs to do something about it. For better or for worse we will see .
Its going to be a good year. I know it . Because I will make it a happy new year indeed. :)
