All over again..

For someone who is quite adept at not talking about the past, and shrugging at whatever happened in the past thinking what has happened, has happened. I have been taking a walk back down that memory lane quite a few times, over the past couple of weeks. It leaves me with a feeling of disquiet, which I am quite averse of . I am going over it and all around it, all over again. Mulling over the different things, trying to figure out why what who. And still come to no definite this is this and that was that answer. It’s a vicious circle. I know. I guess I just want to break free of ….. I wish I knew what….